Picture Diary #007

Missy PEE PEE

In the Air wax melts! Black owned (: 

Hey hey hey~ It's been a while haha. I've been up to myneck incommissions and other junk so I've just not made time to write a blog post and well... because everything is still closed down right now I haven't really done too much. My baking days have slowed down because the ramifications of making tons of bread are that I need to eat tons of bread and I really don't maintain a high carb diet so I've had to either give it away or freeze it and my freezer is full ofbagels AH.

Everything Bagel!

Bayguls proofing

My lil pink patio <3

But I did have fun making a couple dozen batches of sourdough bagels! I'll probably make them again soon since I ended up giving away some to friends and I only have like 2-3 left. I'm trying to minimize my morning routine by just having something ready to eat and obviously bagels are super easy to assemble, plus with my big ass gallon sized mason jar of coldbrew I make every 2 weeks, I've finally started getting to work quicker rather than spending an hour dilly dallying in the kitchen and trying to figure out what to eat and drink for breakfast bleh.

Also made pretzels they were OK.

ZITA!!!

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N E WAYS yes, been inside all ofJune and July... and Missy P suddenly started showing signs of one of her back teeth bothering her, and had to have 2 teeth pulled so that was a $500 expense I really hadn't anticipated THUS I've had to kinda take on gosh... I think this month alone I've done at least 30 commissions which is, a lot. I am not a commission artist, in the sense that I make the bulk of my money from commissions, I personally don't like doing them. For me, it's a lot of mental stress to jump around, sending emails, editing illustrations and etc; the money is OK. Of course I get commissioners who tip me and etc; but when it comesdown to it, knowing how much your art is worth vs. knowing how much people are willing to payfor your art can be difficult to balance and figure out. When I need money fast, I tend to try and create a very cheap alternative commission option that's like, something that takes me under 2 hours at least to work on... but I draw very slowly, I tend to take at least 3 times as long to finish things so I'm still figuring out the best way to juggle all of that. 

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In other news, I've been working on a secwet pwoject with a friend <3 I won't be sharing it anywhere so uhhh if you find it, and see it eventually, then you'll know probably. This project is time sensitive sowe have to finish it before the end of the month, hopefully we can. Like I said, I've been busy with trying to cover some surprise bills and some BLM shenanigans that I have had to put a pin in a lot of things and figure out how to better organize my time AH. 

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Coffee Jelly :0

Now let's see... the rundown for the month... Celebrated Juneteenth with some family and friends and made this obnoxiously tall cake that I should have just, not done. It was hellish to cut and I dropped it so I had to fix it beforewe servedit but the whipped cream cheese frosting was really good so taste wise-- pretty good! Ialso figured out how to properly keep the cake moist by doing the lemon water brushing inbetween layers so that was a good lessonlearned. 

it's so pretty

Been messing around with coffee shit... I tried making coffee jelly with my coldbrew and it was pretty good! I don't normally have unflavoured gelatin on hand so I kinda stumbled across a video on youtube and was like "Oh okay yeah I'll make this for no reason aside I'm getting bored of my same cold brew every morning". It was pretty good! I feel like, there's a way to make it tastier but it requires a lot more sugar and I'm trying to cut back on sugar and salt right now.

Missy Peach

WHITE PEACHES ARE IN SEASON! Just for another month or two in upstate ny ))): I was really hoping my grandparents would help me with making white peach jelly, jam, preserves and maybe a chutney but they've been... really weird because of BLM and COVID so I'm kinda keeping my distance, socially and like mentally cuz idk. I don't have time for that. I don't want them making my jelly taste racist lmao. I might see about doing it myself the only issue is my grandparents have like TONS of supplies for canning, including tons of jars and pectin and blah blah which I don't have, and I don't really want to have to buy a ton of supplies to do this. I feel like I might usesome of my clay and paint some fake white peaches so I can just have them whenever I feel like I need to see a pretty fruit since I think, I've finally decided white peaches are my favourite fruit. I love mango and melon like they're up there in the top fave fruits, but White peaches really do come in clutch for me. Like talk about a fruit who can do it all... the flavour, the colours, the texture???? UM yes please. 

Alright onto recommendations... 

Movies/TV

The L Word -- Um... I'll be real with you, this show sucks LOL. I'm watching it because someone highly recommended it to me and it's such a bad show the writing is terrible, every character is in a horrible relationship and yeah.. I think the only reason I'm watching it is it's like, my shitty drama cuz everyone else has dramas, but this one is exclusively WLW so I don't have to look at anything I don't wanna see very often. I'm on season 5... I would not recommend this but if you're bored, give it a shot. 

Youtube

BONNIE!!!!

Zoe's Studio -- Korean Cafe Vlog shot from the table perspective. I've been watching tons of these lately since it's like, ASMR, I like watching people cook and not talk and I can focus on it while working but not worry about looking away any missing anything... it does make me wanna get fun drinks tho. 

Music 

Lady Gaga Chromatica Album -- Listened to it from start to finish and there are some BANGERS. I personally like Alice, Stupid Love, Rain on Me and 911 (including the Chromatica II transition). 

Girl In Red - Girls   &   We Fell in love in October   Very Dreamy music makes me wanna run through a meadow but can't rn 

Ok thanks you guys! I hope you enjoy the pics! 

~Mo 

 

picture diary #002

My beautiful princess <3

So.... blogging is hard. Hard to keep up with that is haha. So much happens in such large pieriods of time, that when I realized I needed to round up an entire month, I could barely remember what had happened. I'd been against making this a weekly blog type situation, or a... I blog when something happens blog but I also think it might be better and there might be more content, easier for me to document so we'll see how things go from here! Again, apologies for the lateness of this blog post but I hope it's good! If you're in this for the long haul and enjoy the coziness of blogging, stay tuned with a warm cup of tea (or coffee if it's late) and if you're in it for the updates and what's going on for Patreon, zoom down to the last paragraph!

ugh i love her so much

First thing's first....  Say Hi to Bonnie!  She's a 2 year old Cherry Bomb Royal Python (aka the fanciest name for a ball python. She's essentially a leucistic snake with red eyes, a Red Eyed Lucy, as opposed to Sessy who's a Blue Eyed Lucy. She's so friendly and curious and nice. I've had to deal with some medical mishaps that came up so she's being treated right now and I have to bathe her every other day essentially, and give her injections every 3 days but she's been so good and such a trooper. She hasn't bit or tagged me once considering all the handling she's gone through. I can't wait till she's more settled and not on medicine, I have some photo shoots planned for her -- and Sessy too! He's still super tiny right now so nothing planned for him aside from letting him enjoy his enclosure and hopefully upgrading him to a larger tank in a few months!

Sessy!

I have to hold off on designing Bonnie's tank right now too, since I'm having a hard time finding materials that I can bleach/disinfect and won't grow mold since my house is fairly humid. Finding cute items for snake enclosures is very hard, but I'm willing to keep looking!

Periscoping!

Apartment is coming along too, I got a couch which was the most exciting thing! Long story short, the people at the store broke one of the legs on this $530 couch, and gave it to me 50% off because of it so of course I couldn't say no. It's so pretty, it's this teal velvet colour and both my cats love it so it passes this apartment.

I've been so heavily inspired by mid century modern furniture because of decorating my apartment, and with that I really forgot how much I love the 1950's/60's animation style and as most of you have seen, I've incorporated it into my art a lot lately. The whole blocked out colours, simplified lines, angels and curves and fun shapes ah! I love it. I've decided to make my 2019 Christmas card designed in that style. I'm still working on the final look of it, but last year I did a girl skiing I wanted to keep it in tone with "A girl doing _____ in the snow." So I wanted to do Ice skating but I also drew some cute thumbnails of a girl by a fireplace so I'm not sure yet.

The little prince <3

Wow, as I'm writing this I've realized I want to definitely do shorter posts more often because I want to talk more about UPA and 1950's illustration cuz I discovered so much! I went on an antiquing trip with my grandmother and found all these old barbie 1950's vintage boxes and bags and illustrations and they were so fun and colourful that I definitely ran with the inspiration!





Oh! Merch launched this week and wow-- clown hats sold out! I'm still debating on whether I want to open pre-orders and then ship in February, since it'll take at least 25-30 days for me to even get the product due to the busy time of the year for the company I use. I don't know... I also don't want to deal with my online shop while I'm working at my current job which definitely requires more of my time and I've been spread so thin lately due to patreon + my shop + commissions + new job + moving and now the holidays and family this and that...

ZITA

missy peeeeee

It's hard too because I can't just be like "Oh I'm working hard I need to take a break!" I don't have that sort of luxury of money. If I'm not creating and posting, I lose patreons and followers and commission opportunities which means I lose money and I have bills to pay, pets to feed, etc; Freelance is a privilege but also a curse. I wish I could work and then take time off but the reality is I don't have that much money saved up constantly to do that, and the other fact is I can't just ignore these places and then return to them since the point of patreon and social media is to be consistent so people continue to see you and continue to support you. Mehh this is me rambling on how Social Media has helped me but also being my own "boss" and managing my own work can be hard. I'd be lying if I said having a job in an studio setting wasn't something on my list.

Outside my bedroom window (:

Anywhoooo, Christmas is coming which means gifts and I also have to save up some money for that! I just bought my mom a idk.. big? ish gift, something I've wanted to get her for ages but never had the money for and knew she couldn't use right away. I think she'll really like it! I'm waiting for her to say "Man I hate this thing.." and I'll be like, oh shit well good thing no one got it for you for Christmas! and then I quickly return it ;;;;;

Christmas tree shopping in vermont!

Alright so if you listened to me ramble for the last like 10 minutes thank you! If not hi, this is the part where I talk about what's going on and what to expect from Patreon! First off, the Alien NSFW comic won't be starting till next year, I HOPE January, but it might be later because a comic requires planning... script... thumbs... sketches etc; and I want this to be like a 20+ comic with screen tones and shading etc; So I will keep you guys updated but I don't anticipate anything till February at the latest. In the mean time, I'll post sketches and thumbs/process of how it's coming once I've decided on the plot and everything! I have it outlined and I'm starting script/thumbs but I have nothing to really show. I will be doing variants more often! One to two a month, and I'll let you guys help me vote/decide on who to do. And of course, sketches monthly. Nothing too big added to the NSFW side, but once the comic gets rolling, I'll probably most 2 pages a month + sketches/variant just so my patreon doesn't become only NSFW.

Family Recipe for Maple Squares!

I'll continue to upload stuff for my patreon as normal, sketches 1-2 times a month hopefully, I'm also going to start incorporating more warm up sketches and practice tho not too much of it since I honestly don't love showing my process too much. I'm also planning on purchasing Adobe Premiere again since the version I have is kinda janky and I don't feel like using a new program. Hopefully I can try to remember to record myself working more. I just am so bad at it since I often work in 2-3 segments, and will forget to record one or two of the times so I'll just have like one 35 minute segment of me drawing and nothing else and I can't really upload that. Also, whenever I record I always feel like people are watching me, so I mess up more like, how when you'd be doing something and once everyone was watching you'd mess up haha.

took the plunge got a pink christmas tree

I think I'll wrap it up here! I've talked enough and I'd honestly be more interested in shorter blog posts about specific things going forward so I'll see if I can't do a better job of that! I'm going away this weekend so I'll see if I can't take some nice photo's of up north doing Christmassy things!

Oh! Before I forget, some notable recommendations....

Music:

Wiggle -- Binki 

Automatic -- Miquela 

Softly Studio -- Youtube channel for a stationary shop! 

Reptilian Garden -- Youtube channel for reptile knowledge and help! 

Movie reviews.. Frozen 2 -- 0 out of 10 stars
Charlies Angels -- Ehh idk forgettable but cute, 5 out of 10 stars


Thanks for reading and have a great weekend!

picture diary #001

W E L C O M E <3 

Poster I liked from this bar

So I'm changing things up! I know I keep doing this and honestly... it's inevitable. I wish I could stick to one style of doing things but as time progresses and my habits change, my scheduling and day to day lifestyle changes, I need to reflect it in my patreon/work as well. I found that updating my patreon with the stylized Newsletters were really difficult to keep up with since I would have to use photoshop for them, reimage and resize the images, photo edit them etc;; and it just took up so much time.

Current bedroom! Can't wait for my new frame to come!

For me, blogging is one of those things that I loved to do when I was 16, had a camera, had a lot of free time on my hands and the ability to record and document my mundane life living in the country. Now, blogging is still that, but it is a great way to reflect, talk to you guys, open a dialogue and conversation, and lets me document my days/weeks/months so I can look back and be like "Oh yeah I did that. I should do that again..."

That being said, welcome to the new format! I'm gonna plop some pictures in from the last few months as well as give y'all an update on what's to come, as per the usual~!

love how clean and bright this room is!

This blog will be private. Please don't share the link, and every few months or so, I will change the link or update the privacy settings so that people who have unsubscribed from my patreon, won't be able to view upcoming projects and things since, I still want this to be an exclusive reward for y'all! And it's $1 so I hope it's incentive enough for people to help support and see my picture diary!

looove the textiles and simplicity 

Alright update time! Biggest thing that happened to me last month... well a few things. One that's REALLY exciting I can't say yet because I don't wanna jinx it haha, but if it all goes well, there will be an exciting update on twitter soon! Second big thing is I finally moved out! The last 3 years I've been living with my mom after being in CA for college, so I've lived away from my family before. It was actually really weird moving back in with her while I figured out where I wanted to be and what kind of apartment/housing I could afford so being on my own again is.... strange. It's all the same feelings of being sad you're moving away and growing up, but the Deja Vu of having done this before when I was 18 but minus the fear of not knowing how to take care of my own space, furnish it, afford it etc;;

Living room area ; o ; it's coming along!

I'm having the hardest time just making the place feel cozy and lived in. I don't have a ton of furniture since at my moms place, I basically made the guest bedroom my bedroom so I couldn't take any of the furniture. I will say, it's fun to go thrifting since prior to that, I would go looking for weird pieces that I had no place for but now I'm on the look out for sturdy bookshelves, end tables and chairs. I just purchased some stuff from Target and Walmart. I snagged some of these pics from Pinterest, but this is the vibe I want for my bedroom. Subdued colours, more organic and cluttery vs. minimalistic.

Baby Sessy!

I got my ball python, Sessy! He's so tiny, I've only had 1 snake in the past, but he was I believe... 2 years old? Sessy is tiny, skiddish and fragile since he's like fresh out the egg. I'm excited to see him get bigger though. He's a Blue Eyed Leucistic so right now he looks very pink and kinda fleshy, since he's got this translucent colour to him which is kinda freakin me out haha. I'm a big idiot though, because I really wanted him and when I bought him, I was informed by a breeder at the reptile expo that he has my d r e a m snake, a Cherry Bomb Ball Python. She's basically, all white with pink undertones and pink eyes. She's two years old already so she's full size and if you've followed me long enough you'd know the main dumb goal I had was to get a black ball python and a pink ball python and name them Bonnie and Marcy cuz I'm that sad and pathetic hi.


We'll see what I end up doing since I already have nightmares on the daily that Sessy is gonna get sick or something. The breeder is in Buffalo NY, which is about a 4 hour drive for me, so I'm planning on meeting him halfway or meeting him where he lives to pick her up early November and then visit some family. It depends on my money situation since I had set aside money for a snake but I didn't think I'd be getting two so quickly. He said he'd be willing to hold onto her until I can make the time/money to get her so there's no real rush, I just don't want to wait too long and possibly lose her. I've wanted a Cherry bomb for probably 3-4 years but they're pretty rare to see at expo's and sell for a pretty penny online so this one is cheaper since the guy says he could tell I really wanted her.

Knife wife pin B^)

Demon girl pin!

The online shop was a BIG success! I ended up putting most of the money into manufacturing new items that I've been slowly posting... hats, pins, socks, stickers etc; I really wanted to do the Certified Clown Patch but I don't think I have the money or time to manufacture them since the company I use usually takes 15 business days to produce and it's already October 7th so I might have to release it at a later date. I'm honestly doing all of this so that when Con season comes around and hopefully, I get into some of them (ahhhh) I'll have companies I can trust, know the quality of, and can already have some items ready to produce once the time comes! Right now I just have the fall launch which is demons, witches and some more clowns! After that, I will be taking a much needed break to work on other projects, but in the BG I'll be working on my Windows94™ stuff FINALLY.

i love this mug thank u tj maxx

Washi tapes!!!! 

I'll be opening the shop with a "soft launch" basically just a couple of my items. I want to avoid doing the preorder thing again, but the only thing that's good about it is I don't have to worry about receiving orders while I'm packaging them which honestly stresses me out and has in the past when I had a shop. I won't be doing prints this time around. It's too difficult and costs more to package prints since if someone just purchases a print, I can package it in a rigid mailer, but if I have to package a print and a pin, then I have to use a piece of chipboard to keep it flat or find a sturdy cardboard box and cut it up which is an absolute pain. My plan is to have a big huge launch in Winter/Spring since I really want to do sweatpants and sweatshirts, but I need to see how much everything will cost. Gonna try to get my friends in the city to help me with some photo's so it can feel fancy and official B^)))

I guess that's it! Oh wait, lemme leave some favourites!

Podcasts/Youtube Channels -- Stephanie Harlowe ! I feel like I might have mentioned her before, but she's doing a Halloween series of true crime and urban legends and just weird stuff over all! I really like her voice and narrative so she's been a treat to watch.
Southern Fried True Crime - Podcast that talks about true crime that happened in the south of the States! Again, really like the narrator, and it's very factual and straight to the point. She says in an advertisement that her show is like, if you turned on an old time radio to listen to a news report. That literally, drew me in to listen and to be honest, curling up with her podcast with a hot cup of tea and some candles lit, a crafting project *chef kiss*

Zitaaaaa <3

Movies/Music-- K-12 the new Melanie Martinez album (and movie). Really fun visuals for the movie, the music is really lovely. Some songs hit harder than others, I really like High School Sweethearts and Strawberry Shortcake. I don't wanna rant here, so I'll just say it's an Art House film so go into it knowing that. The acting isn't great, the plot is confusing, the theme gets lost multiple times. Idk I have really mixed feelings about the film, but I enjoy the album and aesthetics!

My Halloween Set up!

Anime -- Fruits Basket 2019-- I started watching this for god knows why. I will say, the biggest drawback from the original anime was the style, so the new style is a big THUMBS up. It's definitely very cheesy shoujo romance, but I enjoyed it while I packaged orders!

Anyways, I think that's it! I've got a list of things I have planned for this month. I won't be posting the monthly schedule's as of right now, since I keep having my schedule moved and switched around on me and I don't wanna make promises I can't keep. Instead I'll be posting a checklist of things to expect during the month! That way, you guys can keep track of the rewards!

Have a great start to your October and I'll be posting again soon C:

Cheers <3